Sorry. I have been holding back everything. I don't know if I came too fast or I really just don't know what I am doing.
Obviously, I am attracted to you. What else would I be doing all of these for? I just don't know what to do with you. Nowadays, what I have been doing is keeping myself busy with the things I have done before.
I have made these routine for me to be able to forget someone or the feelings rather. With all of these, I was able to move on. And I don't want to crumble down like before. I have made my moves with you but I don't want to give it all the way.
I don't know if you can read this (Most likely not). I want you to know I can give it a try but I am not desperate. It's okay if you don't want to push thru. I am best single rather than being committed.
I am writing this, because I can't sleep. You make me not want to sleep. I got sick because of this. I hope this ends up okay. I really do. Either we be together or not, I hope we're both okay with each other.
Oh well.
